Monday, May 30, 2011

When You Get Married ?

I have a big trouble with myself today,what a friend said annoying me this morning.I knew it's true, but I tried to convince myself that he just wanted me do the wrong thing in my life. Yeah...he did ! I looked my self , what is lacking, am happy with that, I have my mama and a boyfriend who always assure me that he loves me more than anything.
But why it becomes a big problem in my mind ? being single is not a bad choice, I do love it. Some of friends always ask me the same question " when will u get married " ? oh come on.... I don't like that question. I don't need to share it with you, its my own business. I asked them back sometimes
"Are you happy with your marriage ?" that's a simple question but they difficult to answer it.Yeah you really wrong friends if you think being a wife is everything.

Sometimes we think too much what should people say if we don't have a partner without thinking what's in the next ? we only want people around us to be happy. It's a big mistake I think, we don't need to be hurry, let it flow and be sure that all will be beautiful in its time. We need someone to share with...its true but get married is not the only way.

Monday, May 23, 2011

Monday trouble

I'm too lazy to get out from my warm blanket this morning .I tried to open my eyes and remain my self that I have to work this morning and imagine a lot of job must be finish today. But my eyes fall down again and my lazy other body tell my self that it will not be long its just a little while .So I slept again. I didn't know how long I was sleep when suddenly I jumped out of my bed. It seems my housemates have started leaving for work .That mean I am late for work today.

I get quick shower and left immediately. The house keeper looked at me surprisely,uncombed hair and no makeup at all, but it doesn't matter coz I feel still look pretty lol
Suck traffic is not a big problem this morning , no much car and motorbike in the road, maybe they were hiding coz saw me going through the street lol. Finally I reach office one minute before the bell rang....almost late.